I am still feeling motivated….encouraged, however today I caught a glimpse of myself in a full length mirror-yikes! Some how it made me feel discouraged. I am not sure why, as that should be a motivator. I will make it a motivator-I have to. I think I am just tired, stressed, and PMS is looming-what a combo. On a postive note…went to Kmart after work today and resisted buying Halloween candy. In the past I would have bought a couple bags because “well it’s getting close to Halloween!” Yea, that candy would have never seen Halloween! That is the kinda girl I used to be. A gluten!! LOL! I have even resisted the candy jar someone at work is sooo proudly sharing with the office (chocolate). I look at the jar every time I walk by. :(
I have to retrain my thinking. I want to be healthy. I have to remind myself of this everyday at this point. Every day until it becomes habit. A cool thing is that when I wake in the morning, I feel really good-mentally. I think it is because I have taken control and I am doing something about the weight. I would feel sooooo bad if I fell off the wagon, and yet, knowing this, I fear I will. It’s like I am afraid “fat renee” will take over at some point!! LOL!
I have made up my mind that I will take this 5# at a time and celebrate (by jumping up and down!). I know the changes I have made this far have been very beneficial to my health. I will not let that full length mirror get the best of me. I will resist temptation. I must.
Hope everyone is doing good out there and having a good week. Looking forward to Friday weigh in!!
